some adjustments

1. Stop Procrastinating, bad habit, results in a lack of sleep and stress.

2. Wasting time. I waste a lot of time doing this, that, or something else that distracts this. Part of this I blame on ADD, but actually, it's another way of procrasinating.

3. When my alarm clock goes off, I need to get up. No, do not hit the snooze button for an hour, get up!

4. Running everyday. I was doing really well, but the past month I have been slacking. Let's not do that anymore.

5. Try harder in math. I hate it, I really do. Give me a psych. or soc. class and I will be happy for the rest of my days, but this math stuff? Gah. Let's get an A...or at least a B.

6. Driving skills. I need to park better and not get so into my music I forget to pay attention to the road.

7. Spend more quality time with my younger sister. I am moving away in 3 months. I need to spend more postive time with her.

8. Spread some happiness around this world. (cliche, but I'm being honest.)

I'm sure the list keeps going on, but, I have a math test to study for.

sigh

I found my mom's old scrapbook a couple of days ago. It hurts me to look through it. I miss her, and I don't want to. She left us, we didn't leave her. She chose drugs and a man over her children.

I also found a letter my Grandpa had written saying that she had married him and it made me sick. I will never forget that summer. I went to visit her and she was living with him. I hated him, I still do. He kept hitting her, he wouldn't stop...and she married him!

I hate that people tell me I look just like her. It scares me, because I don't want to be her.

I need to go to bed.

oh mung.

I couldn't remember my user name, so I had to create a whole new one.

ohitsmagic. (i think). Now I can't forget.

Off to be a coffee magician.