love, life, and new begginings

My sister just called...she is PREGNANT!!! I'm going to be an aunt I couldn't be more excited about it. :D

On another note, Greg and I broke up. We decided to try and work it out and he began doubting his feelings again. I just went to him and asked me if he wanted to be with me and he said he didn't know. I can't be with someone who doesn't want to be with me. I'm absolutely heartbroken. I planned to cut off all communication and that lasted about, oh, 2 days. Now we are talking all the time and hanging out and I don't know what the future holds. Today he was talking about dramatic girls and kind of indicating that maybe he could find a better girlfriend than me. It really hurt..a lot. I don't know if I can hang out with him anymore. It hurts every time and I want to move on. Yet, I want to spend time with him before he leaves for his hot shot fire season. We will see.

Life works in funny ways, who know what the future holds.

I'm so excited to be an aunt, I can't say that enough. :)